To my ex…

19 Mar

I don’t even know where to begin.

I’ll start off by saying that i’m sorry.

I can never take back what happened. I’m tired of crying over spilled milk so to speak.

I miss you, terribly. It has taken me a long while to stop looking at my phone every 5 minutes for your texts or calls.

I miss being with you, talking to you. I miss us cuddling on the couch, in bed… with your hot hands 🙂 I miss having you as my man.

You’ve probably have moved on with your life and hardly think of or about me. That’s okay, i wasn’t expecting you to just sit around and mop since i’m the one who did you wrong.

Granted, i did enjoy flattery from other men but never did it ever cross my mind to break my vow of faithfulness to you. I shouldn’t have been so reckless with my talk, maybe i wouldn’t be where i am now but, maybe you didn’t trust me enough to believe that i would ever be faithful to you from the jump.

Nothing ever happened, nothing has happened nor is happening.

I don’t know and probably will never know why you thought that i would sleep with anyone else while being in a committed relationship with you.

I am putting this out there because i want to cleanse myself and stop carrying this heavy load in my heart. I want to move on. I don’t want to be alone anymore and i can’t be with anyone else if i still have you in my heart.

I hope that you are happy with whatever you do and whomever you choose to be with.



Posted by on March 19, 2010 in Uncategorized


4 responses to “To my ex…

  1. Gish

    March 26, 2010 at 16:31

    Awwww my dear, Pole. Hugsies.

  2. Nakeel

    April 11, 2010 at 08:55

    It will be ok. Being true to self and letting that burden go is the beginning of regaining your happiness and better things. Let the worry be his burden and not yours focus on getting a better one who wil trust you.

  3. kip

    April 12, 2010 at 14:47

    Patience is a virtue…
    have no regret for the past,
    no remorse for the present,
    and hope for better karma in future.

  4. boyfulani.

    June 22, 2010 at 12:05

    Things come and go.


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