Just when i thot i was out in the clear…(insert dramatic music!)
So, my lover and i (yes i am using that term losely here, trying to drum up some exotic excitement…) we broke up. Or rather i broke-up with him, um, in my head. I mean hear me out. If i don’t nip this thing in the bud- in my head- whatever i say with my mouth is null and void, because mentally i need to be fully convinced that it is over before i can actually see him and let him know.
I don’t break-up over the phone. I have done it before but if the guy is a cutie and great in bed, i do it in person, just incase i may be in the mood for some good-bye loving…LOL!
It’s been quite a daunting task seeing that i like him and stuff but, we both want different things and i don’t feel like i can be myself and be free with him (sexually or other) when i don’t exactly know how he really feels. Coz the brother could be telling me what i want to hear so that he can get himself some nookie… and like Ciara says:”Goodies are staying in the jar.”
I had a celebrity spotting earlier this week: Jaheim (if you consider him a celeb). He came to a beauty shop that i had accompanied my pal to to get her hair did. Mmm… he could pass for a lugha dude any day (no offense to lunjes!). This is my second celebrity spotting in a hair shop- last time, it was Nas and boy is he a small man! Didn’t recognize him at first.
And finally i am digging the music by Robin Thicke. Check him out at http://www.robinthicke.com/watch. I esp love his song “Lost without you”